Janet Fans

Talk about whats on your mind,
Do you know, you felt it there,
This is strange, this energy,
The spirit orbs, and demonology
Possesssion starts the crack of  dawn
Take the gun, against the sun

And the world will shatter to a thousand pieces,
But you can feel this energy,
Said im so afraid, for what i become
Im scared to let go from my life
It's hard to be human

So this house, is rich and all, but somehow evil
Lurks it the dark,
Than i heard somethin go wild
I just hope i dont see that scary child

And the will shatter to a thousand pieces,
But you can feel this enegry,
Said im so afraid, for what i become
Im scared to let go from my life
It's hard to be human

As my life flashes, before me now
Im wondering if i, ever see another day alive
Than i come to a close to what this it,
Because intently fear set on this house of mine

And it's the Amityville haunted house,
Demons run this estate of mine,
They crow fly, the moon will start it gleam
But know thats something scarier than this

It's the Amityville house, is haunted
Their faces, and it's creepy dark things on.
I felted this fear, and its discomfort
Thought i was the holy one,
How did i end up cold dead
             *beat fades out*

when you think of your career and what you want to be dont you want to know if you are going to make it. i do i always wonder if i can make it as a singer or an actres that always crosses my mind but then there are other times i know i will make it. i dont always think about that but it has been on my mind for  a long time but today is the day when i'm writting it down on a sheet of paper. i know in my heart that i am going to make it as a star but i dont know how far i am going to get at being famous. most people think im crazy but i dont care what they think i know what i'm going to be and i know this is what god wants from me and kendahl. oh my gosh here we go i'm going to talk about kendahl but not in a bad way. kendahl bermudez is my best friend and shes like a sister to me. we love to sing but right now shes more into boys than into her voice. i want her to focus on her voice and less on boys but i cant make her do that. her nick name that everyone wants to know that i have for her like everyone wants to know is lil mari because she acts so much like mariah carey. kendahl calls me lil jan jan cause i'm sweet, kind, and dont say much and i act alot like janet jackson.ok thats all i have say about kendahl. some can say that i might be making it up that i will be famous but when you think about it if soemone who always talks about it and has a background like mine then you tell me if i'm lieing but i'm not i'm telling the truth. i will be up on that stage with my grammy thanking my fans and people who got me there. i could put so many sayings in this but these are the things i always think about and wonder and want to know if i will rise and never fall the thing is does god want that for me.

(you want, you need)
you want ,want , you need

boy you say you love me
you say you need me
boy please you want what you cant have
you always on me
you feein like you want me
boy you dont want me to come in your life
boy you need to know im not the key

(you want, you need)
you want ,want, you need

boy you say you love me
you say you need me
boy dont come near
cause i will make you fear
boy please you want what you see
so boy let me be
cause i will never be the key

(you want, you need)
you want,want you need

boy you say i have your heart
you say if i was your we would never part
but i know you will end up breakin my heart
so while a chance i will have to part

(you want, you need)
you want,want , you need

you want so bad
but boy you cant have
what more can i say
to make you go away
just leave (please)

(you want, you need)
you want,want , you need

dont say you love me
dont say you want me
dont say you need me

im to hard
boy you wont get my card

Are you concrened about the way the years have been. You seem to be at ease because you believe in the Lord, but really what is "GOD" and who is "GOD"?
I do believe in Heaven but mostly i don't i don't believe that there is a place far above, and the only way to get there is through Christainaty. Im Moorish American and my Father's relgion does the complete opposite of my Mother's relgion, but most sometimes they both to a close. If Noble Drew Ali is th a Muslim's Jesus, [in my father's relgion] and in my Mother's is Jesus, so as a child born with two types of relgions and only type to know Heaven opens to the Christain's. But if this God made us to be all brother and sister to His world then why should it matter if what relgion of people should pass on to holy palace and live forever world. It's kind of scary because all things in life most die but souls never die, it puts a strange feelin in my stomach. So to come to a deep conconlsion on this.... I have clue it this term....A term called LIFE OR DEATH another is HEAVEN OR HELL... But i do know that this world is hating by and on all levels. The Devil runs this place now......But in order to keep Him away from us we choose to believe in God.
                                                                                      THANX
                                              P.S. Michael Jackson, if God decides to renew the  
                                                earth comeback, hope  Janet makes you happy her
                                                     new song Make Me, and at the VMA
                                          performance for you when she did Scream.
                                                   :) For y'all last dance together :(      

some say love is a lie

ive been through so much with you
baby some say our love isnt real
but baby i can feel
our love is so true
when im around you i nevr feel blue

some say love is a lie

they never felt your touch
baby i miss you so much
they never felt your kiss
baby i start  miss you when i dont have you
i start to miss your love
i look above
cause you always stand taller than me 
ooo baby let your love be

some say love is a lie

baby dont listen to what people say
cause one day they will pay
they will be all alone
so baby come home
give your love to me
dont listen to them
let your love be

some say love is a lie

come here and let your love free
baby that must be the key
marking your love in the hands of god
feeling your grace in the land
and i love it alot
baby i know you have thoughts
of  what is and what could be
and let me feel all the feelings you have for me

"sorry u guys i didnt finish it if any of u have some good ideas i would be happy to hear them" love mikaila/lil janet

i cant sleep any more i was up till 4:30 in the morning and i just thought i was because it was christmas eve and i want to open my gifts but later i found out that i work to much with my songs and singing that now i cant sleep cause all i do is  think about my songs janet songs and her dance moves that i even see them in my head playing over and over and what ever song im thinking of that whol dance steps i will see then i will do but i cant stop thinking about my future and i have a feeling its going to be big and i already know what it is. sometimes dont you think about what you are going to do in the future but sometimes dont you get that feeling a month ago what you wanted to do will change as you get to see different things and what you can and what you already know what your not ging to do but then you think sky is the limit but when you think about that really is true. im just saying god will show you the path you need to take and mine to be famouse just think to yourself  did god or whatever you believe in show me the way already but i didnt listen to whatever it was i think that maybe you should think a little about what he showed you. by the way this is how you know he is speacking to you when you dream some kinda job over and over again and then you start to get the feeling that is what you are going to do and no one can change that and that is how i feel

                                                          love lil bit

i really want to meet janet jackson but i dont know how to get a hold of her. i know that her brother past r.i.p king of pop but i think she is the only one that can make my dream come true. my dream is to be a actress or a singer and janet is both of those things and she knows more about the buissness than i will ever know. i just know that i am ment to be a actress and a singer but when you think about it thats really hard to do when you are the only trying to make you dream come true my parents say that i have talent but they dont push me like janets dad did to her. my mother says that if i have a dream go after it and thats what im doing. but there is a piece of the puzzle thats missing and thats janet. i have dreams when i sleep that i am with her and she is on a movie set with me i just want to know does that mean something to a 14 year old girl like me it does but what about the people in the world does that mean something. people say that i am pretty but i dont think i am the only part of my body is the curve of my back every thing else is ugly to me. i wish that she could see this letter. she says she loves kids well im a kid come help me. at home i feel out of place like i am supposed to be something great i just have that feeling and my cuzin is a porfomer and i thinkl that i am going to do the same thing as him. i dont talk to anyone some people might say that im crazy but im just being myself and thats being shy but once im on that stage something takes over me and i think that its happiness. i feel so out of place i stay away from my family cause all i do is work on my songs thats how much i love it.

Janet's last tour was so underated but I loved every experience of it and still watch it all the time on facebook. Do you think we will get a DVD or at least a LIVE CD?

i directed this video for janet's "pops up"... worked very hard for this...

please don't hesitate to comment it, rate it, tweet it, facebook it, anything!! i want it to be seen as much as possible, as it's great promotion for janet, for this song, and for my work of course!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZg5Ql0s25k


thanks :)

I have loved Janet since day 1
janet has more than proved who and what she is
she's an independent woman, that's what she is
as a child i was so sheltered and cut off from the world
not really knowing my place, or where i fit in
but when janet's music got a hold on me the answer
was clear I had 2 take control of my life and live the way i choose 2
so thank u janet 4 opening up the door that i never knew would open
and that was the door 2 my heart .


Sincerely:

Stanley M. Elam